NEVER IN MY LIFE

LYRICS

Never in my life did I expect to be
Twenty-one years old and sat alone
Abroad and on a beach
Or actually
Never in my life did I expect to be
Abandoned by a boy or girl or someone in between
They crept inside of me
I feel them in my skin
There's something about the conversation
I feel it sinking in
The way that I've behaved
The way that I have worded things
The way I have pretended up this person that I've made

And never in my life have I accepted aggravation
From a person far lower than me
And never in my life did I expect to be reliant or seak asylum
On a social heirarchy
There's strength in the numbers
And bullets in the words
And I don't need to pull the trigger
I can let you pull it first
'Cause you cannot put a hole within the company of men
Without the fucking bleak reminder
That we are 'us' and you are 'them'

Just dry your eyes, don't you cry
And don't you judge me either
It's more important being strong and safe
Than being kinder
Would you surrender up the guard
Of an armour that can't fail you?
This knight don't wanna fight I guess but
I guess some of us were made to